Sunday, April 13, 2008

Decisions, decisions......

First, I'm glad to report the blood tests and PET scans are good! I'm sorry it took so long to report this, but the Spring is a tough time to be a teacher, and I'm just pooped at the end of the day!

At the time, I'm trying to make a tough decision. I have a bottle of Femara in front of me that my oncologist has given me to replace the Aromasin I stopped taking in February. I stopped taking the Aromasin, which is an anti-hormonal that blocks any of the residual estrogen from being produced by my body. It was a pretty toxic drug to me, and the side-effects outweighed the risks of not taking it. Now, since my body has detoxed from the Aromasin, I have a new one to try, and I'm not very excited about it.

When there is a tough decision, I pray on it, and I also use logic, maybe a pro vs. con list:

Pros:
extra protection against cancer recurrence (that's it)

Cons:
bone pain
muscle pain
tendon pain
brain fog
hot flashes ALL THE TIME
night sweats ALL NIGHT
lack of sleep
mood swings
mild flu-feeling

I will probably start taking the medicine in the morning, but I just want to give myself the illusion that I have a choice. I hate this damn disease, and I can't wait for the cure...thus...I keep walking.